Diligence

Beautiful hands
Counting daily takings
Destiny and its makings
Always unexpected

Vanity song

how much you
wish to hold me
scold me
for being me

life isn’t fair
I’ve got the flair
blame on destiny
luck, coincidence, fate
or anything you hate

how much you
wish, truly wish
to hold me
scold me
for being me

I am not vain
or insane
basking in glory
ever and ever again
repeating my story

how much
tell me how much
you wish to hold me
push me down
scold me
for being gorgeous
fabulous me

I am dancing to
world melodies
laughing on my own
romancing with
billionaire tragedies

tell me how
muchness much
you really wish
I didn’t exist
wish to hold me
and then ruthlessly
scold me, for being
only, better lonely
laughing,
wryly smiling,
me!!

City of the golden goose

She lays her eggs
entrapment legs
golden web is set

shiny presents
wine and pheasants
riches, destiny met

it is not mentioned
foul ill intentioned
your soul being let

to mosquitos, spiders
capitalists riders
with stings properly whet

devour they shall
digest they will
skins, bones being ret

years will pass
centuries surpass
freedom you’ll never get

Flicker of hope in a maddening crowd

Standing aside
gold, sapphires, rubies
from all the glitter
colours unending tides
entire spectrum

jugglers, jokers, jesters
finest spectacles
coins, kingdom, castles
wealth tentacles

longing, for us
losing, myself
choosing, you

And why?
you innocently ask
with unreserved smile
in your angel mask

because my dearest
nothing else
makes the
heartbeat

Choices

What could have been
What would have been
What should have been

An early morning look
Old chapters of life book
Eating what I cooked

Drinking all mixed
Feeling lucky or jinxed
Floating fate sinked

Till I found my place
Red yellow space
Calming life race

Final final base
And here I am

Brief encounter

Just few moments
seeing each other passing by
questioning past wondered why
we left it all unsaid

Deadwood

Life has passed
nothing to show
spending last days
vegetative state
In early years
should have stayed late
made people laugh
changed my fate
now my dear
It’s too late