Hopeless

Suffering, pain
goes through
every pore
every vein
Mind wanders
into deep dark
alleys of love
Tears of blood
screams
all around, seems
there is no end
no redemption
Blindness prevails
Eyes just see you
No one else
Nothing matters
Nothing affects
This state of
Deep deep sorrow
Longing for your
company
your one glance
when I found you
my pain worsens
my love deepens
I just can’t think
Can’t blink
Can’t touch
Dumbfounded
Saying
nothing much
Still
I want it to last
I want to feel this
Excruciating
Longing
Heart crushing
Mind numbing
Sorrow
And pain
To remain
Your beloved!

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Sole Soul Singing Sensation

Love, lust, labour, lullabies
singing songs sung slowly
attention and affection after
bearded boy Billy Bolly

Purity

Love flowers
for their colours
sweet smell
smiling sacrifice
generous heart
how they part
with their love
when bees want
their blood
how they make
sapiens smile
feel content
healing
emotional dents
with their scent
they lend and lend
till their last petal

Retirement

Holes in the sole reveal
an era has passed
move over
go lower
time has lapsed
so fast, so swift
No chance to go astray
no drift
paltry wealth
dwindling health
linear lines, no lift
Now, what of now
is a good question
admission to vegetation
Rodents infestation
to weakened bones
lessons learned
ready to impart
audience depart
that attitude, that flair
no one cares,
all was left has left
daylight robbery, theft
or just life’s bitter end
when no one lends
an ear, supportive hand
any time to a poor soul
punishment for own goal,
grave solitude

Bend

Life journey smooth
Emotions bending its move
Anger makes it hard
In love you fly
Sadness makes it crawl
Happiness takes it high
Just keep an eye
on speed

Us

I was
you were
We were
happiness
Joy
photos
in the frame
You are
I am
we are
long lasted
defrosted
love
just
not the
same

Forbidden fruit

Why can’t I touch you
feel, peel or steal you
Ingrained in universe
my short last verse
Searching longing
your company
Heart and soul
will accompany
to the doors of heaven
There I will be denied
for sins all but seven
for dearest affection
praising with my heart,
more than dear lord
casting me a pariah
good deeds erased
in the fields demons grazed
each drop of guilty blood
Noah waited for his flood
I keep slipping to the dark
all in deep red, back hark
past is so painful
forbidden fruit so disdainful
proud of its fruitless deed
innocence castigated, never freed
let’s see where this all leads
I hope not to black dwell
revolting, lava laden hell