Regrets

A kind stranger I met
We kept talking and he said
You know she was beautiful
I only have few regrets
I should have kissed her more
Should have loved her sore
Should have hugged till dusk
Keep smelling her musk
Should have played all nights
Visited far away sites
Should have laughed on her jokes
Gave all till I was broke
Should have smiled when she blushed
Made her calm when she rushed
She was all I had
I just worked instead
Now she is gone I am alone
In this world on my own
Have kids and such
But (with tears in his eyes), he said
I miss her so so much
Then we drank in her memory
He said don’t feel sorry
I am counting my days
In all possible ways
Waiting to meet her again
Body loses and I gain
My freedom to fly
The day I die
We become one again

In the rich man’s world

I don’t want your money
I have no urge to steal
If only for a moment
you realise how I feel

Brought up in a ghetto
Parents killed before time
gangs all I have as relations
Inheritance not a dime

Leftovers for sustenance
held machetes, never a pen
Drugs carrier at five
Junkie at the age of ten

Hardened by daily beatings
Bullying is just for fun
betting my life everyday
roulette with loaded gun

Trading in crack, heroin
Thousands I do make
Wish I could cross thirty
before dumped in a lake

Achtung!!

Dangerous liaisons
Stay away time
Assassinations, assaults
Robberies, crime
Millions looted
Can’t spend a dime
Tattooed gangsters
Trash talk mime
Target prime
Killed before thirty

Bitty tale of longing and vengeance

Captured moments
torments heart, soul, the whole
left without reason, so cold, wrong season
have no one to cuddle, embrace, kiss
miss, those hands, smiling eyes, black lies
will believe all, deep fall, in the big hall
of day of judgment, came too early, burly sins
not even kins, no one left to rescue, only few
without clue, searching you, remembering
moments, dismembering rest of memory
just to keep a bit, semblance of truth hit
for warm cosy way to hell, do tell
this tale through your lens, exalted sense
of self righteousness and pity, bitty story
of a foolish lover lost, don’t feel sorry
some of us are born and died that way,
nothing black or white, just oceans of grey,
wheat without hay, pots without clay
never pray, for forgiveness, it won’t work

Frozen

Cold hands, frozen feet
Red scarf, snowy street
hugged and kissed
said good byes
Wide smiling faces
heart cries and cries
Will last till eternity
those blatant lies
Moments, hours,
days and years
Inside soft arms
time runs, time flies
Emptiness in fate
for uncountable eras
this waiting room
and pensive I

Rockstar!

I was the king, god to millions
Nothing to care for,valued in billions
it was not enough, delusion struck
lost everything, got deep in muck
now on the street, spend my days
Life is a struggle in many ways
Lessons I have learned tell truths deep
All this glitter, nothing to keep
Love, care, devotion only few
people stay put, when all others flew

A dialogue

ask for more,
ask for the dear symphony,
say I accept your words oh dear darling,
now put some random passionate love and lust,
let’s travel the world while sitting in each other’s arms,
let’s see the universe in a blink,
In each other we sink
fly to the sun,
Just as it sets in the sea
smile till we sleep,
laugh till we weep,
long each other’s body and soul,
the whole, nothing is left untouched

Spooky

Will you be having a lunch
We need something to munch
Or dinner and such
your bones, do they crunch?
Hohahhahahahahaaaaa 🙂

Drama queen

I am ecstatic with the thought of a wonderful tryst
some unimaginable being, roaming my world
Who she is, I most certainly know not
Her gaze, her stare, her smile I sought
And she was generous…

Flying machines

Take me to the moon and hurry back
keep flowers and sweets in your rack
fly to beloved, give her happy tidings
when I am lost, you will be guiding
show me wonders, scene unseen
my lovely lovely flying machine