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That door shut behind so loudly
Even reflections screamed
Showing pain of passing beings
Moved by the scene
I cried on the street,
Tears flowed like rivers never seen
Bitterly complained for my pains
Blood drying in veins
Then she passed, universe personified
Long silky hair, beauty insane
Dark glasses and a white cane!
I forgot all, pain, tears, blood,
Just remained silent
for unknown moments and stood
still, unmoving, sun set,
for the first time, indeed
for the first time, I understood
secret of life and my insanity
pure vanity, where I was kicked
I ran back, begging for more
Limbs got utterly sore
Not counting my loved ones
not listening to their lullabies
to give me peace, sleep, rest,
their patience I test, and test
They tried their utmost,
Their best, to make me happy,
And I end up crying for some unneeded
Unwanted things, even if have millions
They would bring, any happiness?
Just more cuts in splintered rain
Go back where you belong
Happiness like a silent song
Will greet you, meet you
and hug you with welcoming arms
and after ages of undying love
death will be peaceful

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Sheer stupidity aka soul mates separation

a small wooden structure,
few random walls
separating us into
worlds of our own
million miles’ distance
across few inches
your uncountable admirers,
I feel all alone
even an open wide passage
will not build bridges
innumerable valleys,
unsurpassable ridges
tunnelling my way
through to your heart
too much pain to pass
before I can start
life has passed,
lost love never found
killed heart didn’t cry,
never made a sound
soul still searches,
and searches once more
can we find each other,
before shutting the life door


Messenger at the door
Brought news from my beloved
Moments are eternity, in dark nights
lost without you, nightmare frights
Come home soon, before full moon
assassins everywhere, sending this dove
distances are killers of passion and love

I blame death for my disappearance

Waiting, wanting embrace, touch
Eyes at the never opening door
Movement has ceased, air is still
Blamed stare, ransacked store
with million days, a moment is a year,
incessant tears, eyes tired and sore
you wait, and wait and wait and wait
first love longing, then hate and hate
why taking so long, such pain to bear
heart keep calling, why don’t you hear

I hear it loud, I hear it clear
I reach, beseech for you my dear
simple inconvenience with señor Azrael
came out of nowhere caught my throat
a fight broke, a tiff of sort
he punched my soul, stopped my heart
now body in a morgue, soul aimless wander
heavens bound, he wants me to surrender
I will not leave! without seeing you
a hug, a kiss, a good bye too
my lifeless heart still beats for you
my love is pure, my love is true
I wish I would stop falling through
and open that door, look at thee
that smile, that face, those eyes I see
I long, belong to your one soul
your touch, redemption in the universe whole

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Dear one
full of fear one
why worry
future would come
we would be same
passion may tame
But love…yes, love
would keep us warm
hand and hand
weather any storm
that daily kiss
you emboss on my lips
would last me for years
my face reflects
joyful tears
your embrace holds
million fables,
stories you told
more than enough
for my old age
my beautiful
vivacious sage
come, lie beside me
under open skies
I feel free
even stars agree
on a moonless night
your hand on my heart
what a wonderful sight
I will never lose
my drive, my thirst
of you and that smile
just one last wish
I don’t do goodbyes
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