I lost again
In the wilderness
of affection
no satisfaction
for this soul
Was it love
lust, trust
or just a game
Unable to discern
impaired vision
sense of touch,
all feel the same
Is it I, her, they
to blame
negligent judgement
all look the same
The way found
is not sound
a mere mirage
fake visage
Broken promises
and I,
bound till eternity
I know not why?
Crossed through
heaven’s toll
Perplexed look by
hell’s troll
Purpose, visiting,
staying, alone
Burning hot lava,
on my own
Freewill granted,
afterlife fine
someone pushed
an angel or divine
explained reason,
to watch an old pal
burn in hell,
see the mighty fall
on the earth, king of all
desired to be worshipped,
summer or fall
maimed, tortured,
killed, quite a few
Life was short
he had no clue
now it is time
to pay his due
Probably the cleanest city in the Western Europe, beautiful people, amazing views, great art scene. Definitely require a visit if you haven’t been there, however I would go in summer. Even Swedes recommend that 🙂
Abruptly, end of road is here
Smooth sailing, now nowhere
Blank expression, nervous stare
Unsure of origins or life
Calmness, disruptions, strife
Unhappiness, darkness, rife
What now, pray tell, what now
Move on, struggle on, somehow
All that knowledge, knowhow
Hope destroyed, destiny tested
Stay prolonged, departure hasted
Ordinary achievements, life wasted
Really, or just another figment
of unrealistic imagination
on a dark blue day,
water under the bridge,
flows in reverse,
revenge was the verse,
the whole universe,
came to kill,
blood to spill
the lone messenger,
one passenger,
of a ship
destined to go
nowhere! 
